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Returning to Santa Fe

· Travel Journal

Returning to Santa Fe

Returning to Santa Fe in August 2025 was less a victory lap than a reckoning: difficult months behind me, familiar light ahead of me, and the first real sense that home could begin doing its work again.

A New Dawn in Your Journey Paired Poem A New Dawn in Your Journey
The Friendships That Stayed

· Relationships

The Friendships That Stayed

July 2025 clarified friendships and boundaries: who could hold the hard truth with me, who preferred the polished version, and what honesty cost or protected in that season.

Echoes of Harmony Paired Poem Echoes of Harmony
On Reading Rilke at 3 A.M.

· Reading

On Reading Rilke at 3 A.M.

I do not recommend Rilke at 3 a.m. unless you are prepared to feel things you don't have vocabulary for and then lie awake doing inventory on your life. I recommend him anyway.

Echoes in the Gale Paired Poem Echoes in the Gale
I Am Not the Same Anymore (Good)

· Reflection

I Am Not the Same Anymore (Good)

I looked at a photograph from ten years ago recently. Same face, more or less. But something fundamentally different in the eyes — the absence of certain urgencies I used to carry everywhere.

In the Hush of Dawn, Metamorphosis Paired Poem In the Hush of Dawn, Metamorphosis
Letting Support Be Support

· Recovery

Letting Support Be Support

June 2025 was about receiving support without apology: letting trusted people help in practical ways and learning that being carried for a while is not the same thing as being diminished.

Unyielding Hearts United Paired Poem Unyielding Hearts United
What Pain Actually Teaches (A Field Report)

· Reflection

What Pain Actually Teaches (A Field Report)

I have a complicated relationship with the word "wisdom." It gets used so often as a consolation prize — as if the lesson somehow justifies the cost of the tuition. Sometimes pain is just pain.

Wisdom Through Pain Paired Poem Wisdom Through Pain
Barcelona Return and Cathedral Stop

· Travel Journal

Barcelona Return and Cathedral Stop

The Barcelona return needed its own page because the final morning at the cathedral changed the tone: one quiet stop in the Gothic Quarter before the flight home closed the chapter.

Whispers in the Silence Paired Poem Whispers in the Silence
Barcelona Spring Run

· Travel Journal

Barcelona Spring Run

Barcelona in April 2025 was a fast bright opening to the cruise: favorite cousin, Laure, Donna and John, Connie and Dave, new friends Emily, Denise, and Rachel, and that unforgettable elevator story on night one.

Journey of Belonging Paired Poem Journey of Belonging